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meticulousgirl -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 2:13:38 PM)

Best of luck....

~meticulous~



scottjk -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 2:23:30 PM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: Prinsexx
I have just agreed to become enslaved to Master Paul. He is sadistic, depraved and a hard task master and I have tried to resist but at that moment of power exchange I see white light.
Within his terms of enslavement he has offered me what I term complete freedom.
I am not only enslaved I am enraptured.


That's great, Prinsexx! :)
 
As for the question from masterlink65 about being enslaved and being a switch at the same time? Easy. She mentioned that she's got complete freedom. She's going to have cake and eat it too. :)
 



ThinkingKitten -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 5:24:41 PM)

FR:
I'm with LA on this one.... little too fast it seems on the "the bottom has fallen out of my world... I have to retreat from the whole lifestyle to save my soul" moment to the "Whoopeee..... salvation in the form of another Dom".
 
I hope for your sake P it goes well. If not, well then I guess we'll be here to pick up the pieces.......

Edited to add:
"Enraptured"? This dude one of those so-called "rapture" doms? One of them contacted me once. I had one question for him: how the heck was I ever to trust anything he said, if there was a strong likelihood that whatever he said was calculated to have a particular effect on me? Truth be damned, it seemed. Bit OT I know, but there you go.



buriedmirror -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 5:32:43 PM)

Congrats and all, but most people would be flamed and made fun of for posting something like this.



MidMichCowboy -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 5:51:17 PM)

Prinsexx

Congratulations and best wishes. May the coming year hold fulfillment and joy for you.



Prinsexx -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 5:57:35 PM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: masterlink65

how does being enslaved work when you are a switch?



And why do you need to know since your profile suggests you are such a well informed master already? Far far be it from me to have to explain. But then since there is absolutely no possibility of you ever mastering me, if you are nice to me I might.



Prinsexx -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 5:58:38 PM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: MidMichCowboy

Prinsexx

Congratulations and best wishes. May the coming year hold fulfillment and joy for you.

Thank you MMC
and I know you mean that from your heart.



Prinsexx -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 6:01:10 PM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: buriedmirror

Congrats and all, but most people would be flamed and made fun of for posting something like this.

I am not most people, I am only me. And for those who know me, through this site, and elsewhere, they understand the journey I have made to get to this position. And I do not see flames or indeed fear them. Thank you for your congratulations.



ImpGrrl -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 6:05:17 PM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: masterlink65
how does being enslaved work when you are a switch?


One person in a relationship is the owner, the other is the slave.  Same as any other m/s relationship.



Prinsexx -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 6:10:06 PM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: ThinkingKitten

FR:
I'm with LA on this one.... little too fast it seems on the "the bottom has fallen out of my world... I have to retreat from the whole lifestyle to save my soul" moment to the "Whoopeee..... salvation in the form of another Dom".
 
I hope for your sake P it goes well. If not, well then I guess we'll be here to pick up the pieces.......

Edited to add:
"Enraptured"? This dude one of those so-called "rapture" doms? One of them contacted me once. I had one question for him: how the heck was I ever to trust anything he said, if there was a strong likelihood that whatever he said was calculated to have a particular effect on me? Truth be damned, it seemed. Bit OT I know, but there you go.

I just don't have the inclination to defend myself or feel the need to. Indeed it wasn't another Dom: it is and has always been the same person, just a different man, a man who changed himself and grew as so did I. He doesn't calculate anything to enrapture me. If he were doing that indeed I would know it and would have added 'Rapture Dom' to my What type of Dom are You? range......he is just who he is.
If it doesn't go well then the drop this time will certainly not be aired through the forum here...but I do not want to create and self-fulfilling prophecy. There a great many (much younger) slaves who have contacted me by PM and it is the support they need and have asked for, and the support they offer me, which has been one of the most beautiful and unexpected turns of events.



Prinsexx -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 6:13:34 PM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: LuckyAlbatross

I still think you are bouncing in and out of relationships too fast, but I hope you do well.

Dearest LA
It is the same relationship. And bouncing is good, very good (smiles). Thank you for your well wishes.



completenz -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 6:28:32 PM)

big loving supportive hug from two who know the power of passion. We hope that you will both continue to grow together
love
C & c xx



SoCurious2Feel -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 7:03:19 PM)

Congratulations and best of luck to you!



laurell3 -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 7:37:02 PM)

Prinny,

I'm always a bit concerned for people when they go back after having been hurt, but I do hope this works out for you as I think you deserve the greatest of happiness in your life.
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ThinkingKitten -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 7:55:54 PM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: Prinsexx

He doesn't calculate anything to enrapture me. If he were doing that indeed I would know it


Phew! Because you being a wordsmith and all, I'd hate to see you having the wool pulled over your eyes. And if it's the same guy, well that's great, but it's still a sudden about face (x2), so please excuse the caution I exercise. I dinna care ta see you hurt lassie.



LuckyAlbatross -> RE: I am enslaved (1/2/2008 8:04:20 PM)

quote:

Dearest LA
It is the same relationship. And bouncing is good, very good (smiles). Thank you for your well wishes.


It's the same person, not the same relationship.  If it were the same, you wouldn't have had any reason to even begin this thread.



mhawk -> RE: I am enslaved (1/3/2008 5:41:39 AM)




Congrats!!! that's great news





KatyLied -> RE: I am enslaved (1/3/2008 5:43:23 AM)

I'd forgotten about those Rapture Doms.  Fun times!



Prinsexx -> RE: I am enslaved (1/3/2008 6:03:06 AM)

quote:

ORIGINAL: ThinkingKitten

quote:

ORIGINAL: Prinsexx

He doesn't calculate anything to enrapture me. If he were doing that indeed I would know it


Phew! Because you being a wordsmith and all, I'd hate to see you having the wool pulled over your eyes. And if it's the same guy, well that's great, but it's still a sudden about face (x2), so please excuse the caution I exercise. I dinna care ta see you hurt lassie.

I really do thank you for your concern. After all I am only just another slave around here.
But there was a telephone conversation we had that turned the tables for me.
He actually admitted that he cared and that he missed me. It came after a thread I started here about Masters/doms and if they missed or cared for their subs. There were so many more tough guys prepared to say so, even if they had not found a way of saying it to the submissive in person.
When I heard the humanity, the softness and the fear of rejection (hidden) in his voice I melted.
My problem is that I myself find it difficult to be 'nice'....I am a bitch, and a switch and am a handful.
I have walked from three controlling marriages and lost everything to stand by my principles that control/abuse is different to bdsm.
He is quite raw and honest in his 'need' for me and his absolute unwillingness to allow me to be released. For the first time it feels an honour and I know simply by the way he looks at me and the depths of personal control he uses to his violence in the methods he uses to contain me.
If I get 'dropped' this time it will be of my owm doing.
Thank you again for your concerns.



KatyLied -> RE: I am enslaved (1/3/2008 6:06:50 AM)

quote:

He is quite raw and honest in his 'need' for me and his absolute unwillingness to allow me to be released.


As long as you realize that you see as "need" can also be seen by others as "manipulation".  It's often that subs/slaves talk about not being able to be released and somehow don't realize that they hold the power.  You can always walk away.  There is no need to remain in a relationship because someone is pulling some protocol on you.  Just saying that you need to understand that the entire "won't release me" can also be a tool of manipulation.



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