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reki -> introduction (12/11/2007 10:06:00 AM)
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Hello,
Only recently did I give in to feelings i've had since childhood and I want to explore these feelings completely. It does feel strange to me to read about all this and talk to people but I do feel its the right thing for me.
Only I am not yet sure what exactly I need and i think it will take some time for me to find out. I have feelings both to owning someone, being able to protect her completely yet I am afraid I would hurt her, do the wrong things and make her unhappy, which is making me apprehensive of going the dom route. On the other hand the thought of a woman having full control over me excites me also.
This does lead me to believe I am a switch. However as I have no real-life experience in either way, having only 'started' very recently I cannot be sure of this yet.
With all things in life, expectations and real experience might differ.
I hope that here I can get some guidance to find my real me, whether submissive or dominant.
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