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StormsSlave -> RE: Fear (5/7/2008 2:52:29 AM)
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Why should My Lord need to prove my trust to him through fear? Why push those boundaries when there are so many wonderful means of control, TPE, and dominance that excite and delight me? Why run the risk of damaging the relationship we have outside of our sex for the sake of proving some point that serves only him?
I do not fear My Lord. I have not from the first. When he tells me he is going to hurt me, I shiver in anticipation and excitement. When he blindfolds me, I lay very still, not with fear, but anticipation, trying to hear what he is doing. When he hits me, chains me, teases me, or bites me, I feel no fear, only thrills, and the excitement of his own arousal and sadistic pleasure at my reaction. If ever my fear is expressed, the action is passed over and discussed later. Fear is negative to the person who experiences it. If I am trusting enough to allow the man to render me helpless and speechless, to use my body, I better trust him enough to know that he would never willfully hurt me.
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