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xoxi -> RE: Disability (9/20/2007 9:40:37 AM)
Wow. Your story made me smile. Truly a beautiful relationship [:)]

adoracat -> RE: Disability (9/20/2007 11:42:54 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: chellekitty just wondering what you mean by psuedo-seizures? because i didn't think mine were seizures till i went to a nuerologist and he told me that its just in one section of my brain...but they are, really, full blow, actual seizures... because i dont get actual classic seizure activity according to the neurologist that did my MRI some 14 years ago. i get absences, where it looks like i'm staring into space and just swaying or nodding my head slightly...i also get more traditional-looking ones where i tighten from the abdomen out, basically clenching my body in on itself. i think he also didnt wish to deal with me because i was a medicaid patient at the time...he blew off the three "dead" places in my brain as "oh, you had a stroke some time ago, but it doesnt really affect you". dragonsnot. sighs kitten

chellekitty -> RE: Disability (9/20/2007 11:50:48 AM)
that blows....if it matters and you want something done about it you should go to another doc...if it doesn't, thats cool too...i just got tired of the pain...and the exhaustion and the falling down and that shit...and had to keep going to different docs till one figured it out...he's really awesome....he was like a little kid that found out that his 100 piece puzzle was a 10,000 piece puzzle when the EEG came back abnormal....all dissapointed at first then excited...lol....

Prinsexx -> RE: Disability (9/20/2007 1:46:20 PM)
Is anybody actually normal? I mean this is a serious question. I have arthritis. My mother had it and her mother before her. My hands look like witch's hands but I am very fortunate in having had joint replacement in my fingers. i was awake for the op and its like having an engagement ring on the inside rather than the outside of one's finger. I used to play the flute quite fluently but have had such a break I now feel nervous about it but of course it would be the best practice for mobility. Good anti-inflammatories help and so does paracetamol and codeine on a bad day....terribly addictive though....no wonder I tolerate play pain so well lol....one hip is severe and will need to be replaced i hope within the year but i shall have to push for that because as a single parent with total financial responsibility I have to keep going.....the only thing that really shifts the toxins and the pain is good bdsm funnily enough....a good thrashing and good orgasms are the finest medicine in the world (and also addictive).............then there is the old manic depression......which I seem to have escaped relatively well but I am undergoing extensive psychiatric testing in a special twin study.....the results of that will really be fascinating.... i used to think i was immortal and taking care of my body didn't matter.....now I am a health conscious person but not fanatical....however alcohol and cigarettes recreational drugs have gone....the gym and meditation and relaxation have taken their place.....and wearing black lace gloves is sensual, hides the bumps and suits my style....leather and lace...........................thanks for listening Prinsexx

adoracat -> RE: Disability (9/20/2007 3:05:50 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: chellekitty that blows....if it matters and you want something done about it you should go to another doc...if it doesn't, thats cool too...i just got tired of the pain...and the exhaustion and the falling down and that shit...and had to keep going to different docs till one figured it out...he's really awesome....he was like a little kid that found out that his 100 piece puzzle was a 10,000 piece puzzle when the EEG came back abnormal....all dissapointed at first then excited...lol.... right now its coming up with the money....you know how that goes. the last doc i had just wanted me to be a good girl, take my antidepressants like he told me to, and not bother him. needless to say i told him to go pound salt up his arse..... kitten who is not always submissive....

chellekitty -> RE: Disability (9/20/2007 3:24:11 PM)
ugh...i know how that is...my docs right now are really good, i am lucky...its only taken 10 years for me to find a nuerologist and a endocrinologist that work with me...now if i can find a psychiatrist i will have the trifecta...

adoracat -> RE: Disability (9/20/2007 5:12:40 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: chellekitty ugh...i know how that is...my docs right now are really good, i am lucky...its only taken 10 years for me to find a nuerologist and a endocrinologist that work with me...now if i can find a psychiatrist i will have the trifecta... i put your name into the cauldron, hon. smiles i know my problems relate to the autoimmune illnesses. so once those get diagnosed fully and treated, things will be a bit better. kitten

mrdpettigrew -> RE: Disability (9/21/2007 8:05:29 AM)
Disability is a thing here i have found taht many have problems with and look at one liket hey do in the world often porley . i ahve been in this lifestyle all of my life and three years ago ended up in a chair from a bat to the neck it is getting better and luckley i need the chair less and less but for all who see it they feel as i have been told by many her taht one can not be a dom from a chair. The thing we have taht makes us unique is also the thing taht gives us strength . after many years i found a slave i truley cared about and who the chair did not matter to. yesterday i got my account hacked and comments made allagedley by me distroyed taht most likley . so now i face waht i have always just myself . there is not bitterness in this it is just a lack of understanding on may peoples parts . with all of taht we grow . i will not let the chair stand in my way and be the thing taht takes from me waht i wish in life and i just wish others would not cause it to be what takes from them a thing they may wish

gentletigress -> RE: Disability (9/21/2007 9:05:47 AM)
Not sure if this really fits, but i have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. and have been such for the entire 4 years and more of my being in the lifestyle. I had never thought that i would be able to find a Master that would be able to handle my disorder, but low and behold, i did. We met online, with him simply saying"hello to you" has his first messege on yahoo private chat. i responded likewise, and we clicked immediately. for the next month or so, i think i was only away from the computer for a total of an equivalent to 3 days. We fell in love before ever even meeting each other in real life. He came to visit me in Texas, and two weeks later i moved to Michigan and have been here for two years now. I never thought anyone vanilla or lifestyle would be able to handle me. I have been irate, and very dangerous physically because of my anger getting out of control. I have litterally beaten my Master to the point of Him bleeding. But he has not gotten rid of me yet. To me He is the best man i could ever meet. He had told me about half a year ago, that He had been having dreams of me as i am now, close to 16 years ago. at that time, I was 4 years old. It is very possible to have dreamt of your love long before meeting him.

Prinsexx -> RE: Disability (9/21/2007 9:35:29 AM)
quote: It is very possible to have dreamt of your love long before meeting him. quote: ORIGINAL: gentletigress Not sure if this really fits,...... We met online, with him simply saying"hello to you" has his first messege on yahoo private chat. i responded likewise, and we clicked immediately. for the next month or I was 4 years old. It is very possible to have dreamt of your love long before meeting him. All of this realy fits and I am truly inspired by what you are saying. Thank you and huge congrats on finding your true Master. I belive in soul and destint ................Prinnie xxxx

lighthearted -> RE: Disability (9/21/2007 9:12:21 PM)
thanks all for sharing your stories. the human race has the power to amaze, if you listen closely...

Pyrrsefanie -> RE: Disability (9/22/2007 8:55:07 AM)
A few months ago at work I got very dizzy and short of breath. My heart was racing and I couldn't stand. My boss ran over to me and asked if I was okay... I got out "I don't feel--" and started seizing. They're still doing research into the cause, but they've been throwing Lupus around as an idea due to the fact that I'm twenty years old and can't go out into the sun, have sometimes crippling pain in my body, and have the heart functions of a woman about sixty years older than me. Right now, though, it's a medical mystery. Without my Master during this time I don't know what I'd do. If I were with anyone else I'd be terrified that I would lose them over this, but not him. He is determined to do whatever he can to fix me up and set me back on my feet. I know it pains him to see me when I'm ill, but not because I'm fragile... it's because he knows I'm suffering and he can't take it away. He's taken an active role in my health, making sure that I schedule appointments, doing research to find specialists wherever he can... he's researched special diets for me and even alternative treatments to lessen the symptoms. I have the feeling that a lot of other people would have just said "Well, sorry, that sucks, I'm out" and split when I got sick. He has also been by my side through severe depression, one bout of which ended with me spending a week in the hospital. Never once has he blamed me for it or been unsympathetic. His only concern is my safety.

mmb1 -> RE: Disability (9/22/2007 9:07:23 AM)
You are very fortunate Pyrrsefanie, I wish you the best :)

cj49230 -> RE: Disability (9/22/2007 10:53:50 AM)
It's really amazing reading about all the people with disabilities that are in this lifestyle. I never realized there were so many. I have had a terrible time as far as finding any play partners, but what they don't realize, is we are just human and also have needs and wants just like everyone else. I have talked to several different people, and thought so many times that I had finally found someone compatable, but then things seem to change, and go by the wayside. I have been and always will be completely honest with anyone I become accouinted with. I always tell them right up front that I am 56 years old, have had 7 ruptured discs for years, have had two heart attacks, and I am full of arthritis. I try not to let it get me down, and do my best to stay active and friendly with everyone. I'm actually a very caring and gental person, and everyone seems to take a liking to me right away, but yet, it has been a good 6 or 7 years trying to find others for play. So many times, I have shared emails, and talked to different ones, and then it is like they just dissappear. I've even had a few that said we should meet, but then they never show. The few people I have met, have lived so far away, and even though we had some great times together, the distance thing makes it kind of hard. I have said so many times that I might as well give it up, yet, I can't seem to give up. I am a switch. I enjoy things either way, and love every minute of it. It is nice to at least be able to go through the posts here, and on some yahoo groups, and read about what others share, but it would be even better if I could find someone to share fun times with with similar interests in the lifestyle. Disabilities have so much impact on our lives, but it shouldn't have to be that way. We still care and have so much love in our hearts just like people without disabilities. Chuck

LadyIce -> RE: Disability (9/22/2007 2:15:46 PM)
Thank you all for sharing these wonderful stories.

Pyrrsefanie -> RE: Disability (9/22/2007 6:32:22 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: mmb1 You are very fortunate Pyrrsefanie, I wish you the best :) Thank you ever so much. <3

DivaDuchess -> RE: Disability (9/22/2007 8:13:29 PM)
That was a BEAUTIFUL story, very moving. I have MS and have my good days and bad days as all of us can relate that have that disease. My husband has had a double bypass ... just this past July. We didn't even know anything was wrong. A person just keeps going ... like my end motto says ... "The Brave may not live forever, but the cautious do not live at all" That is SO true. Thanks again for sharing your story.

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