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starlingseven -> hi there i'm new too! (7/10/2007 11:34:40 AM)
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hello!
i'm new to this site and just starting to check out all of the cool features it has to offer.
a little bit of background on myself - i'm a sub and at this point a free agent; one could say i've been a sub/slave for pretty much my whole life because my parents trained both my sister and i to be the ultimate servants from birth - not a great thing as a kid but long term blessings are oft disguised in the short run.
as far as being a *proper* sub, whatever that may be, i could easily be considered a newbie - mainly because i have never had a proper Master - i have spent too much time in "relationships" where the word "Master" was misconstrued and ultimately deteriorated into abuse, neglect, and an utter lack of responsiblity. to the point where i had to take the bull by the horns. and i *hate* taking the bull by the horns. the last big mistake was my big 'n' dumb and not-so-really-full-of-cum ex-husband who i finally sloughed off a year ago. so i have trust issues. but the skinny of it is that i *really* like the standard-issue getting tied down, taped down, flogged, whipped, (lightly) cut, slapped, etc., and without a decent network it seems like one almost has to lower herself a bit too low to get the stuff she needs. though a large drawback is that i am largely self-taught and find myself doing the training. and i *hate* doing all the training and i don't feel properly schooled. but i digress.
now i'm checking out that internet - i have been very mistrustful of that internet, but 'there's some cool stuff out there on that internet' (to quote Death from Family Guy). it's nice to know there are likeminded folk out there and it's not all like alt.com. horray!
so after a long-winded and verbose rambling - hi there all!
s7
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