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Introduction - 6/20/2007 12:22:29 PM

encorigable

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Hello, all. I joined this site sometime in early May, but I'm just now getting around to checking out the forums.

Here's my introduction.

I hadn't considered myself "submissive" until recently. I'm still not entirely convinced, but I'm beginning to see a common thread in many of my tendencies and fantasies.

I've been fascinated by spanking for about as long as I can remember, and until recently that's been my only real area of interest, kink-wise. There are a lot of things I see mentioned here that I've never even heard of - much less tried. But I'm finding myself increasingly intrigued by things I've been reading about in erotic stories. These are usually stories that appeal to be (at least, initially) because of their spanking content, but that I seem to find "hot" for other reasons, as well.

I've only ever really dated "vanilla" men, so I don't have much in the way of experience. I seem to make up for it in terms of curiosity, though. :)

I've really come a long way even to reach this point. Before I discovered the Internet I thought that there had to be something wrong with me for wanting a man to take charge - lead me, discipline me, manhandle me, whatever. Some of that confusion and guilt is still with me, so I'm sure I'll have my share of hang-ups, but I look forward to overcoming them over time with someone I trust.

I don't know what it is that I want just yet. Some kinky friends, definitely - people to discuss this with, perhaps more. Eventually I'd like to find the right guy to form a meaningful relationship with, but I'm in no particular hurry. I have, however, reached the conclusion that another match with a strictly "vanilla" man simply isn't going to work.

If you'd like to know more about me, feel free to read my blog. I started it (on LiveJournal) about a year and a half ago, initially to record my thoughts and feelings about spanking. I recently copied some of the earlier entries over to my blog here, and I've been adding to it as I have the urge to do so. Although my primary interest is still spanking, I'm starting to branch out a little into other areas as I consider things I might be open to exploring.

Regarding spanking - I have, over the years visited dozens of related sites, but none have come as close to expressing how I feel as the "Taken In Hand" website does. To me, spankings have always been about punishment, but all I've ever really gotten are "playful" spankings. These are fine - even fun - in their own right, but it really doesn't -affect- me. As far as I'm concerned, without the emotion behind it, it's just ass-slapping. :)

My username, "encorigable" (Cori, for short) is a combination of the words "incorrigible" and "encouragable" (I think I may have coined this word myself!) as I see myself as a little of both.