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pahunkboy -> Pain is HELL (6/13/2007 9:10:18 AM)
Once again, Im glad I can hide behind a screen. I slept the past 2 days. There is a crack down on meds currently. [yes I monitor whats going on] I swear if I make it till 50 it will be amazing. The other day I watched a bunch of documentaries of drugs. Try to find a pair of eye glasses in a 12 room house! Anyhow I need a shave a bath and food and hydration. Im scared as hell cos I may not be able to get one of my important meds. It isnt much choice tho. bombed out of ones head on meds or pain from hell!!! Anyhow I made my bed so to speak- and now I must vomit in it. Every move hurts. Maybe I should have moved to Chicago. bitchy naggy ranty me is up- look out!!! I got word that the lady that owes me all that money wants me to call her and tell her how to get grants to go back to school. [slick huh?] I dont want to know about how terrible north coralina is. Because it likely aint the state - if you run your mouth ANYWHERE there will be fall out! am I right???

LadyEllen -> RE: Pain is HELL (6/13/2007 9:35:44 AM)
My sympathies PAH - it isnt any fun, is it? I have anklosing spondylitis and that's hell too from time to time. It gets me, that medical staff look at you gone, when you need more meds earlier than expected because the pain has been so bad you went through them quicker than usual. Well, what the hell are they for exactly? And then there's the coming down from them when the pain drops and your body has got rather used to being dosed up. More hell. E

pahunkboy -> RE: Pain is HELL (6/13/2007 9:49:26 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: LadyEllen My sympathies PAH - it isnt any fun, is it? I have anklosing spondylitis and that's hell too from time to time. It gets me, that medical staff look at you gone, when you need more meds earlier than expected because the pain has been so bad you went through them quicker than usual. Well, what the hell are they for exactly? And then there's the coming down from them when the pain drops and your body has got rather used to being dosed up. More hell. E Precisely!!! You "get it", you know exactly what I am talking about. Thank you so much for this post. Many tend to be judgemental on the whole "pain" thing. I got a bath and shave- now I am trying to hydrate. Then eat- and coffee- then tend to the animals- THEN I can start my day. at 1 pm. arghhhhhhhh! Some envy the retired thing. If there was a secret cam on days I dont go out due to pain- they would see. No one is immune. It isnt that I/we want sympathy.... more of understanding. Hugs to you!

KatyLied -> RE: Pain is HELL (6/13/2007 9:56:53 AM)
quote: I got word that the lady that owes me all that money wants me to call her and tell her how to get grants to go back to school. Has she ever heard of the financial aid office? Anyway, some college have deadlines as early as March 15th (my son's college, for example, must have the FAFSA filed by March 15h), others as early as May. She may be up the creek without a paddle.

MHOO314 -> RE: Pain is HELL (6/13/2007 10:16:58 AM)
I think I've missed the point on the rant about North Carolina???

pahunkboy -> RE: Pain is HELL (6/13/2007 10:21:53 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: KatyLied quote: I got word that the lady that owes me all that money wants me to call her and tell her how to get grants to go back to school. Has she ever heard of the financial aid office? Anyway, some college have deadlines as early as March 15th (my son's college, for example, must have the FAFSA filed by March 15h), others as early as May. She may be up the creek without a paddle. umhmm. ya- she had her daughter phone Jenny- Jenny also doesnt want her games. 15 years ago- maybe it was exhilerating. but not at my age. [43]. i have a house, pets, and family to be concerned with. as you may recall i took a stab at returning to school. i took 2 online computer classes. now im getting nasty letters from financial aid- as i did not complete 75% of the courseload. I think I was at 60ish. anyhow they want they money returned. this was an earned grant. not a being needy grant. i earned it by serving in Americore. i thought how on earth could i not pass 2 computer courses??? i love computers. anyhow im more self taught these days. ild rather find a fascinating book om Amazon- i usually order 3 at a time. then there is always 1 that is very good. i have tons of non fiction. i love to lern that. these days tho my attention span isnt quite there. i cant focus. the books i read are fringe- you wont see them at local libraries. they are so non mainstream i really dont even want the neighbor who will dogsit to see them. as she might take it the wrong way. just because one reads racy stuff doesn't mean one would DO such. curious minds want to know.

pahunkboy -> RE: Pain is HELL (6/13/2007 10:29:02 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: MHOO314 I think I've missed the point on the rant about North Carolina??? Fayetteville NC may be wild- drugs - no law and order- racial problems. But in many of these places if you mind your own business you will be left alone. I find it hard to believe NC hates "yankees" with a passion. They dont mind yankees in Gatlinburg TN. Let call her Audrey, she has huge tits- she thrives on chaos. They told her they would send her yankee azz back to Pennsylvania. She said cops dont bother to come when called. She had to set on her porch with a rifle due to racial tensions, and someone had to stay home so it would not be robbed. Heck sounds like Chicago.....

MHOO314 -> RE: Pain is HELL (6/13/2007 11:06:25 AM)
Well in MHEO, someone is feeding someone a load of crap---I have been here for almost 8 years, they do not hate Yankees, yes we have drugs and gangs in places, so does every state, but not to the degree that many do---we are a state filled with a cross section of people---due to the strong technology industry many from the North--many from the ME, Asia and the Far East, we also have a strong Hispanic population---everyone is well accepted----there are idiots everywhere, I believe we have fewer than most places----

pahunkboy -> RE: Pain is HELL (6/13/2007 12:49:01 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: MHOO314 Well in MHEO, someone is feeding someone a load of crap---I have been here for almost 8 years, they do not hate Yankees, yes we have drugs and gangs in places, so does every state, but not to the degree that many do---we are a state filled with a cross section of people---due to the strong technology industry many from the North--many from the ME, Asia and the Far East, we also have a strong Hispanic population---everyone is well accepted----there are idiots everywhere, I believe we have fewer than most places---- it is precisely this crap- as to why i dont want her in my life- in any way shape or form. like i said she thrives on chaos- gets people all upset- jiggles her big tits- it is all "fun" for her. in the mean time lifes are effected by this nonsense. of my inner circle of friend- if i have to doubt their sincereity - i put some space between us. in this case- there are too many bizzarre variables. the wrong people can pull you down. for whatever reason- we dont click. maybe she believes her own lies..... i dont know. in any regard- she isnt getting back into my life. her big mouth can potential destroy people. not to sound overly dramatic...but it is true. i dont wish her ill- I dont wish her bad things. i simply dont want her in my life. there is NOTHING she can say that would change my mind. she is up to something- i just know it. anyhow- it need not involve me. she is going to wonder why many old friends from PA wont talk to her. we had 7 years of reletive peace. i for one wont return to the days of chaos vis-a-vi her games. Games.

Vendaval -> RE: Pain is HELL (6/13/2007 2:44:05 PM)
First of all, big hugs if those don't hurt. That kind of pain is so debilitating! Stay hydrated and well fed and tell your friend's daughter that you cannot do anything for their situation. The less stress in your life the better.

Griswold -> RE: Pain is HELL (6/13/2007 5:52:31 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: pahunkboy Anyhow I made my bed so to speak- and now I must vomit in it. (Thank you for sharing).

dawntreader -> RE: Pain is HELL (6/13/2007 6:56:00 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: pahunkboy Anyhow I made my bed so to speak- and now I must vomit in it. Would you like a bucket?

pahunkboy -> RE: Pain is HELL (6/14/2007 6:08:05 AM)
lol- wow- strange nightmare last night. i road in car with mom- and was stuck at her old place in PA. so seeing it wasnt good to stay there- i tried to walk home which of course in the dream put me on the streets of chicago. this time in bare feet- and pocket change. i could so relate to the where/what is home thread. i was supposed to talk to my brother- who never called laxst night- long story short is ill likely need a hotel room- cha ching thousand $. anyhow i am up and functioning as the heat man comes at 10. soem people dont know a furnace should be tuned every other year. it will run more efficiently and last longer. the good news is that is is possible to close off part of the house per heat. also- this furnace is newer then my old one. i appreciate tradesmen i can trust. i used him for years- he is never a rip off.

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