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Renji -> Hello (5/9/2007 11:38:10 AM)
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Orginally from upstate New York, now residing in the Phoenix area of Arizona.
I've been in the lifestyle for over 6 years. During this time I have learned many things, my hope and desire is to continue learning.
In past relationship I always felt that something was missing. It wasn't the kink, it was me being in control, while another gave herself over to me. I was brought up in a "christian" home and was taught that a relationship should be equal. In my own life I have found that this can not be true. I have come to realize that people generally have two types of personalities, dominate or submissive. I had been surpressing my dominant personality and trying to live in harmony with others. Meanwhile chaos was was consuming me. Once I embrassed the fact that I am dominant things changed greatly in my life. Taking control of my own life drove the feelings of chaos from me.
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